We suck at speed skating...no biggy. We can't be good at everything. Tonight is a full moon. The residents were good it was the coworkers who sucked. Yes, in 2014 racism is very alive and well where I work at. Tonight I was the only whitey and I felt it. I'm not uncomfortable there is just no form of communication with these people. Now we have Celcia,Tyoshia and Clamedia. The tension up there is so strong. I really don't care. I just take care of my peeps and go down stairs and talk to Kay. Now she is in MSU and I'm in PCU. We hired 4 peeps and no one showed up. Not one soul. WoW! We did not have any briefs for no one. I did because I stash them secretetly in residents rooms. It kept me going tonight. I hide them in not obvious places where no one would normally look. I have to litterally get on my hands an knees an stash stuff. I have to or I wouldn't have nothing. Thankfully people are too lazy to really look.
Sharon called me today to see how I was doing. I told her I was off of paxil and that I am doing fine. Sleeping thru anxiety dosn't cut. Thanfully there hasn't been any side effects. I guess I wasn't on it long enough to have it really messs me up thank goodness. She got my sympathy card for the loss of her baby. She couldn't make Romeo's last name. It's McGuillicuddy. Since he is a Japenese Chin and a purbred and Casie Marie is he wanted to be a mix like his older sister so I gave him a "mix" name. Romeo is Italian and McGuillicuddy is Irish now he officially a "mix" and he is very proud of that now. He is just learning how to growl. He looks so funny when he does it. Casie taught him how to bark. There bred not to bark. So Casie taught him how to bark and just this week he picked up growling. Here this Lil black n white dog with a fluffy tail and buggy eyes is trying to be fierce. Now his lil pink tounge is sticking out and he has an overbite. Love him. Even if he does drive me nuts.
I got two more days then off. I am tired so I know where the stress is coming from. I am not going to allow other peoples action influence how I feel. That is easier said than done when I am tired. When I am physically tired from lifting alot of residents that is when stuff bugs me. I am grateful for my job I just wish there were better relations but being on the south side...not so much. Heading off to bed.
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