Stray shot with paint ball, me sick, charity help in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I have been feeding a stray mama cat i called Garfield for a little over a year and a half she has 3 kittens named Larry Curly and Moe her newest batch of babies. They meet me at the car asking for food. I know they are using me for food but it is nice to know they are ok.

I was hoping to try to tame the kittens i thought Moe had the most chance. He runs in the house says hi to my inside cats before running out for food. I went out yesterday morning for work to discover Moe orange! Someone shot him with paintballs. Moe squints when he skittishly asks for food. I cant believe they shot Moe in the face! Moe is the most passive cat. Why hurt him? Poor thing has a black eye. If i find out who hurt Moe i dont know what i will do

I tried to find a feral cat colony to take the babies because the landlord says she doesnt want them here. The humane society refused them. They have no where to go so they stay. I keep hoping i wont be evicted.If it ever comes a day i move from this trailer park i am catching the ferals taking them with me! Them just existing brings me happiness. I want them safe.

I like cats more than most people. My 3 inside cats Coal, Harley and Ziggy play in the window with our outside ferals. It warms my heart! Here i am risking eviction to know 4 ferals are safe.. I pay rent mind my own business and talk to 4 ferals that bring me happiness! Someday i plan to find them a place where no one will ever hurt them again!

I am still sick. I keep choking on mucus all i want to do is sleep. Mom guilted me into hanging out. We watch movies while i gave her dog Bear snacks. We went to Dollar Tree mom bought emergen c in hopes it would decrease my cold. I really hope it works. So far only alka seltzer cold seems to be working. I been using vicks daytime formula only to not feel better. It is early in the morning think i am going take a hot shower in hopes maybe i can break up the cough out some mucus.

If mom didnt help me pay the rent i would be homeless. I am grateful for her help. My $198 paycheck wasnt enough for my bills. Talan went for a drug test for a job with Department of Highways $10 an hour to be a sign holder! I hope he gets it!

I think i am going to a charity to get some food to help me get by until Talan starts paying his way again. I am really grateful for food banks helping me get by. I am simply not making enough money to pay bills and eat. I plan to do more job applications and hope for a good job.

I am still looking for a double wide to move to my moms. For some reason single wides in Raleigh County to be moved must be took to court ask permission from neighbors to move them in court. A long court case determines if you can.If anyone disagrees you cant move a single wide sorry. I am currently living in a single wide at the trailer park. I was hoping to move it to moms but laws make it difficult. I am currently looking for a cheap double wide to move on moms lot.

I am going back to bed a while today is my day off. I hope none of my other ferals are shot with paintballs or hurt.. Poor Moe. Eventually when i move this feral family is coming with me.. They deserve better treatment.

God i feel so lousy. I might go to library to rent a movie and go get food from charity. Without help right now i would starve. I need Talan to get that job. I just need basic survival for God sakes.

Life got to get better. I just need to keep trying!