Cold, sick, tired, it got to get better in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I cant sleep i am sick to my stomach.Due to limited funds i havent bought any stomach medicines. I just took a blanket out of the dryer hoping the warmth will make me feel better. Sadly i lost my heating blanket in the move. I plan to buy a cheap one later.

We have been trinkling pipes in our house running plug in heaters hoping our pipes do not freeze. Our heat pump broke i dont know how to fix it. I dont have money for repair man. I keep hoping of i just make it through winter and whole 12 hours of work i might hopefully get better enough to fix problems.

I begged Talan to sign up for food stamps he refused because he has a job interview coming and doesnt want hand outs. I made $198 this paycheck rent is $260 not counting other bills. I will take whatever help is available! Mom offering to pay rent to help us get by. I am tired of crying! I will need help from food bank again. I feel like a failure.

I work a 4 hour shift today. I keep putting out applications hoping that maybe life will get better. I am going try to sleep some before work.