Liver Failure, Maybe I'll die anyway. in General Things

  • Jan. 10, 2019, 7:34 a.m.
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There’s a fair level of protein in my urine.
Also bilirubin.
These are not good things.
I’m trying to stop drinking, because its gotten way out of hand. But I’ve just swapped one crutch for another, and have started to purge again.

My welfare was cut off in late November.
They said I was on one sort of payment, but I thought I was on another, that is the same amount.
Then they said they wanted all the money back.
So I have none coming in, and they want $8k off me, when I was probably supposed to be getting the same $8k from the correct payment, which I thought I was on. So why can’t they just factor in the amount I should have been getting and bill me the remaining amount (Which is NONE)? Nope.
I bet some fucktard has just pushed the wrong damn button way back in March.
And the bitch was a bitch on the phone, clearly used to dealing with abusive entitled dicks on a daily basis, but I’m not one of those, and I resent being treated like one.

I gave up on the car saga.
If you don’t know the car saga: Basically I bought a second hand car from a dealer, it arrived broken, and broke down some more. The dealership were cunts about fixing it. It cost me over $1000 to follow all this shit up, and argue with them. Now I’m tired and broke and I gave up.
I said “You didn’t win, you’re just cunts, and I haven’t got time to headbutt a brick wall over shit stain businessmen like you.”

Everything goes wrong and I’m so tired.
My health, the girls dad, study which is going on forever and ever, no support, money.. and then shit getting broken, and authorities who can change my life on a whim accusing me of deceit simply because everyone else they deal with is deceitful.
Everyone says I’m amazing for doing it all, but I don’t have a choice. It’s do it all, or give up.

Despair. Tired. Giving up.

SP


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