there’s this new guy I’m talking to for a little over a month now. He lives an hour away which doesn’t bother me but he’s already having doubts. I mean he can’t really move because he’s on house arrest and then he’ll be on probation for two years but if things keep going the way they are I’d hope that things will work out and the distance can be shortened. He seems to be really into me but I’m so confused on how much because well, first of all, I posted a pic on insta yesterday and he still hasn’t liked it but he’s been on instagram so…and I know it’s just social media but it still kinda means something to me idk. And he likes these pictures of these girls on insta who are skinny and have abs and look fun and it makes me insecure. Like he’s told me i’m “extremely fucking beautiful” dead in the eyes and when I send him cutesy snapchats he’ll say I’m so cute or a “fuggin hottie” or that I’m cute. And when we facetimed, he said he loved my laugh and that my laugh makes him laugh and it seemed genuine..and that he liked my smile and “nice white teeth” and that I’m just so chill and way different than his psycho ex (I’m deff an upgrade in all aspects except she has abs) and he seems like he’s interested in my life but idk i still have doubts and feel like he’s just talking to me because he’s just bored ?? like he lives in the middle of nowhere, which he hates, all of his friends live elsewhere and have moved so I feel like he just keeps talking to me because I’m the only girl that would actually drive to go see him and give him a nice convo and ass? idk. Like we have sooooo much in common it scares me. we have the same taste in music, same sense of humor (RARE) we both even have big eyes… we look so good together too tbh..lol the last time we facetimed, it was for two hours. but I, ME, had to ask him if he wanted to facetime.. he hasn’t asked to since.. and that was the first time we facetimed.. two days ago. He said he wants to take it slow but I feel like it’s because he wants to be single and do his thing even though he’s been single for like 5 months now which I feel is a good enough amount of time to “recoup” from someone who he didn’t want to be with. I’m supposed to go see him next weekend so we’ll see how that goes. I’m going to try really hard to just be myself so he can like me for me because otherwise I would hardly say anything out of fear which I know is a bad thing because then he can’t get to know me and develop feelings for me..we’ll see.
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