I took a few days and I mulled it over in my head. I think I've made up my mind to bake up with Clair. I just don't know if it's the best choice to make. It's not like I'm unhappy. Clair makes me very happy but I just don't love him and I don't see a point in being with someone any longer if you don't love them.
Our first year anniversary is coming up real soon, our first date was valentines day, and so thats the day Clair keeps going back to as our anniversary. I know he has something planned for that day, and I'm scared. I don't know when the right time to break up with him is. Do I do it before valentines day or after?
If I do it before valentines day he won't be wasting money and time on what he has planned for our date. But he will also have no one to spend valentines day with and it would be like a smack in the face being that it is our first year anniversary.
If I do it after valentines day he won't have the humiliation of being single on valentines day. But he might also feel taken advantage of. Spending all that money and time only for it to mean nothing.
I respect Clair, I care about him alot, and he makes me happy. But I'm not inlove with him. I don't know if I should bake up with him like a bandaid and just get it over with, or if I should wait and find a better time to bake the news to him.
I'm so torn, What sould I do? Is this even the right thing for me to do? I just don't know anymore.
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