061918 in Who I Am

I miss Matt. I do. He knows me so well. I can’t stop thinking about him. I think there is meaning behind that. I feel like it’s not over between us.

I’m really sad. I feel like I just had my month anniversary with Kenny and we are about to go on this trip together and he’s so nice to me and I think he really really likes me. Like. loves me actually.

But I’m starting to feel shitty about things. I want to call Matt so bad right now. It’s taking everything in me to not text him. I’m trying so hard to give this new relationship a chance.

But my heart feels so sad. I cry when I’m alone. mehh