Really? in Riverdale

Sometimes it feels like your the only mediocre guy left on earth.



How we met waa cosmic. To me at least. I never let people in like that.



You are dangerous. This I know. And i am dangerous  in my own ways.



But this isnt adding up.



I cant sit around to wait for you. 



Do I love  you? I really dont know.



How can I when you abandon me so much?



Its not personal. I get that.  But is that really the point  anymore?



I really dont need you  anymore. I want you. Sort of. I am not even sure. When im drunk i feel and think I do.



I for sure have bonded with you. And I am vulnerable. But maybe thats really all.



I want to be with someone who I can build  a life with and thats not you obviously

 

But its hard. For now.



Ugh.

Last updated May 31, 2018