So, mental health has been in the toilet recently. Trying to get my mind on other things.. its hard but so far, so good. If only I could draw or do music that wasn’t related to her all the damn time. That would be great.
I guess the heart will express what he wants to express. I can’t control him.
As for my physical health, that has been shit too. Its always when mental dips, physical dips too. The two are for sure connected.
My back hurts so bad it feels like a million needles being pushed into the skin. It rips into me, ripping me apart. Ugh. Sometimes its not even needles. It feels bigger than that.
Its like knives.
Huge knives. Ripping through my body.
My mirgraines feel the same. As if someone is stabbing me through the skull with a butcher’s knife. The medicine is helping but not in prevention. I take it once I have it. So, it takes a while to heal.
The good news is, thes new pills the doctor gave me are working wonders! I haven’t had an IBS flare since I started. I had some IBS related pain in my lower abdomen last night for a few hours. That was rough but nothing compares to flares. So, as long as those stay away, I’ll be good.
They are called Amitiza. 8mg 2 times a day does the trick for me thankfully!
Other than that, nothing else is going on health wise. I’m still kicking and eduring.
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