so. I used to SI. *no details just thoughts. might Trigger* in 2018
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- April 17, 2018, 12:37 a.m.
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‘SI’ being cut.
;ike. I’m ok talking about it. I’m ok admitting and being open about it. [being cutting.]. [depending, of course, on who i’m talking to.]. I’m not embarassed by my scars and I don’t think i’ve been. for the last few yrs. not those ones the ones that are from SI. [cutting.]. not really. but whereas w/ other ones......... yeah a bit embarassed.
it’s been. almost 5 yrs. since I last did. er cut. and I did for 10. ages 15 - 25. I stopped bc well. it just wasn’t me anymore. it actually made me too emotional. I never went to extremes w/ it. [thank god.]. I think about it about um. at times doing so but I don’t act upon it. I get triggered really easily but that’s different. from. acting upon a thought.
just like. I’m not embarassed to admit I have depression. I’m pretty open about telling people actually. er that I have depression that is.
Last updated July 16, 2018
The real me ⋅ April 17, 2018
Glad you are not embarrassed about it. I started when I was 12 now I'm 36. Slip up once an a while still. But I'm not afraid to show my scars. People will say something in the summer when I wear tank tops and go shopping. I tell it like it is. I even wear shorts now.