Colin in Who I Am

Daaaaaamn yall. I think he’s vibin with ya girlll. Which is fuckin dope. This entire week has been fuckin rad because I’ve spent the entire work time basically with him.

Our work group planned on meeting at this bar next to my apartment, which was great. I walked over there after taking 2 shots of Titos with some Redbull and smoking a bowl. I get there and I can’t find anyone. My first thought is “they thought this place was lame and they all decided on somewhere else before I got there”

But then I realized there was a back patio area, so I ventured that direction. I walk out and look up and the first thing I see is Colin’s adorable fucking face lighting up as I walk up to the table. I can’t help but fucking beam when I see this dude. He’s so handsome and has such a dope personality.

UGHH he is so fuckin cute and I’m heavily infatuated with him. I’m pretty sure everyone can tell at this point and I don’t really care because I think its adorable. its all extremely innocent (which Im actually finding to be hotter than any sexcapade that ive had lately).

I’m really sad that we might not be sitting next to each other next week.. but we always sit together at lunch, or he happens to sit across from me.
I’m totally vibing with this guy.

I looove crushin on people it’s soo fun.

Anyywayyy. After I got deeeruunk there I called my friend Cherek and she picked me up and drove me to Sydne’s where we all pregamed a little more and went to see Mitis and he dropped two Seven Lion’s songs and omggggg. Also he’s super fine. I also met some of the people from the bands that played before Mitis, one of them was a one woman show basically, she was so adorableee! I went up to her and told her she was amazing and she thanked me and told me I was super cute.

I also met this really nice chick in the bar bathroom who applied lipstick for me ahahaha what a queen. it looked good as fuck too!

We got back to Syd’s and left pretty quickly. Grabbed some regret at taco bell, and Cherek dropped me off.

I invited my booty call Bryce over so that was fun, I didn’t get to sleep til 5 and it was pretty on and off. Soooo shite. but atleast I don’t feel hungover today. im in shock by this.

I went to fuckin walmart and spent way too much goddamn money…but it was on shit I actuallyneeded. yeah I got some ben and jerry’s and birthday cake fudge circle cookie things, but I also got HELLA fruits and veggie’s and tonight when I get back from the gym, im gonna cook some mushroom raviolis for dinner and probably steam up some broccoli to eat with that, maybe a side of a piece of garlic toast.

I was very productive today, despite spending a lot of money, I did pay bills that super needed to be paid. im trying to not be so terrible financially, but I really needed to buy groceries and a tank of gas. I was gonna get my nails done and my hair done but im gonna skip that and see if Sydne will help me touch up my roots and undercut, that way I can put it off for atleast another 4 weeks, at which time ill be able to afford bleaching my hair again for summer. that’s the plan anyway!

I placedmy first order with this online pet supply company and get hella discounts and shit so im hoping its worth it. it should be. I don’t have to carry all that stuff across town and up to my apartment. shipping was free and I signed up for a 4 week subscription i can change whenever.

oh my god i need to go to the gym but my cat just sat down on me and is nuzzling my chest it is sooo fuckin adorable im dying. also i think my phone is ringing now. WHYYYY haha i just wanna snuggle with my babyyyy <3