0326 in Who I Am

I’ve been fighting every urge in me that is screaming to call Matt and cry to him about how I made a mistake and that I want him back. That’s probably not even really what I want. I’m just stressin. Growing up, I had this idea of “the one” and now that I’m older, I’m aware that there are literally SO many people on this planet that having one “the one” is a bit ignorant to believe in. Idk. Just my opinion I spose.

But. I also never wanna have to be like “yeah..he was the one that got away..”

Sigh. C is on her way over. Everyone in my friend group is dry and poor right now so that sucks. resin scraping tonight I guesssss.

I keep losing and regaining the same 5lbs which makes me die a lot inside.
FUUUUUCk