Dear sad big laughter in Every day scata

Mop of Head, UCARY AND THE VALENTINE

7:28 am

I’m in a mood. Woke up this way. I guess because I have no job today. If I have no job, I get depressed. I’d rather be busy and somewhat stressed out.

Yes, I could clean here. In fact I think I will once I get enough coffee in me. Just put on some loud music… oh. I don’t know if I can do that. Kind of loud music? Maybe?

I have to at least vacuum. And find some clothes pins for my chip bags. And clean off the table.

I am not changing out of my pajamas though.

But first coffee. Lots of coffee.

4:12 pm

Coffee didn’t help. I didn’t vacuum. I should do that now.

Ok. Vacuumed.

Put on another pot of coffee. Don’t worry. Even though I fell asleep for like 4 hours, and plan on drinking more coffee, I’ll fall asleep just fine.

We had thunderstorms this morning so Pam sent Tyson down here with me. I tried turning the music up to drown out the noise, but Ty was still shaking. So I gathered the dogs and laid down with them. Tyson woke me up a few hours later.

So now I feel guilty because I slept the better part of the day away. I know I was feeling crappy, hurting because of the weather, really fatigued. But I feel guilty when I rest. I could have been doing something.

Ugh. Speaking of doing something. I better check my email. I don’t know why I hate doing it. It’s usually just junk.

Meh.

See ya.