0306 in Who I Am

One more day yall. One. More. Day.
One more day of “What kind of bread” “what kind of cheese” “may I put my head in the toaster for you?”
One more day of stupid fuckin questions, idiotically rude customers, homeless people I need to ban from my restaurant, and finding out we potentially have a rat problem.

Sigh! One more truck. One more inventory. One more shift.

Matt came over last night and he was like smothering me. It was really irritating to me. I mean, I like attention but I didn’t know how to tell him to get the fuck off me without being rude lol. I don’t mind cuddling, but I can’t deal with the touching and shit constantly. I think he just doesn’t do it for me anymore..or maybe I just was not feelin it last night.

He wants to see me tonight and my first thought was “oh my god nooo”

and tbh, I think I would’ve had that same feeling no matter who it was because I don’t like when people lay claim to my free time without me really having a say in it. I mean I know I do, but I feel like I don’t when they ask me to do something and I say no and they have a solution to my excuse. Im like guhhhhh lol I just don’t want to, but don’t wanna hurt your feelings. don’t make me say that