Hate in Who I Am

Today was a very hateful and negative day for me. I have a threesome later. Potentially. But like I said. I hate people today so I kind of just wanna sit in my apartment and get high and plan my week out.

I had a girl call in via text today and I didn’t read it until after she was supposed to be there. So I got to find shift coverage for her, instead of leaving. And I had to stay two hours longer. After dealing with allllll the bullshit I dealt with today.

This job makes me wanna fucking kill myself. And everyone around me. This shit is not fucking healthy. I am SOOOO happy itll be over soon. 10 muthafuckin days at this shithole. one is a day off. allegedly haha.

I just have to make it 10 more days. I got this. In the single digits tomorrow.
Ahhhh.

Tomorrow is gonna be a busy as fuck day. From start to finish. I’m already exhausted from it just thinkin about it lol fuck a Monday.

I deal with way too much bulllllllshittttt