021518 in Who I Am
- Feb. 16, 2018, 1:26 p.m.
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I quit my job today. Well I put in my notice today. Felt so good. I have a feeling my boss was gonna off me soon anyway for blowing labor. So honestly I think it was a win-win for the both of us, so I’m happy about being done. He asked me why and I said “because I got a job that’s gonna give me 3 days off a week” and I mean…how do you counter that lol you just cant in the restaurant industry. so that was that.
I also called Alex out on his bullshit. He hasn’t responded to my last text I sent him, which essentially just was like “hey I haven’t heard from you in a while just makin sure youre doing okay” and honestly that was a nice and not pushy message so it pissed me the fuck off that he had nothing to say to that. I gave it a few days but I said this today:
“Lame. You know, If you didn’t wanna talk to me anymore, you should have just said something, not just not respond to my messages” I skipped the “have a nice life pal, you fucked up with someone who would have made your life dope”
OKAY but for real. I have no idea what happened there! One weekend he asked what I was doing and then its like he disappeared. there is no reason for it. So fuck him. I deleted him on all social media. I don’t need my emotions toyed with like that. he told me really nice things and kept me around for what then? And what did our last weekend together mean?? Nothing? Okay. Glad to know I wasted my fuckin time and gas driving to L.
I’m lowkey disappointed as fuck. He really seemed like he was better than that. I mean after all we have experienced together, Decadence! I mean I’d understand I GUESS if we had just gotten to know each other. But we’ve been seeing each other since September and he essentially just ghosted me like fuck you bro. Fuck. you.
I deserve so much better. Enjoy whatever poor ass, lazy bitch you’re fuckin with now Alex. Because she aint shiiiit.
Ok that’s not fair to her. But I’m salty, and I’m allowed to be because wtf man. OUT OF FUCKING NOWHERE TOO.
Okay I’m done. For this entry. I’m sure I’ll bitch about it in the future at some point.
Complicated Disaster ⋅ February 17, 2018
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