So Long, Farewell... 5/17/2004
Remind me to never again stay at school for this late. Watching everyone go absolutely sucks and makes this year even more depressing.
Corinne is sleeping in my living room right now. It's sad...it's the last time she'll ever crash at this apartment with me. I'm packing, or attempting to pack. I remember it taking me a lot longer to pack last year. I woke up at 5 am and it took me til almost two o'clock to finish...I started earlier this evening (it's 11:52 pm), and even with my procrastinating, I really don't have a lot left.
I'm coming back up in the beginning of June. I told my parents I'd be doing research...in reality, I'm staying up here for Henry. It's dumb I know, but I figure that I might as well stay up here. There's nothing to do at home, except work, and I can work here...and if I happen to be hanging out with Henry at the same time, then OK. I really like him, as much as I hate to admit it. I don't know....
There's not too much to write. I of course got sick right before finals week (really sick....like feverish, coughing, can-barely-stay-awake type of sick...). I failed my cell biology final, and I did really well on my Health final but because I fucked around so much in that class I only got a B+. I definitely could've done better this semester but for the first time, I was really having fun in college and didn't want to let it go. A lot of my close friends will be gone next year, I'll have an apartment of my own....there'll be plenty of time to be a nerd and pick up my grades.
As for the last week of school...Henry left without saying good-bye, which really upset me. It pissed me off even more that he asked me to come to campus to give him the pictures from formal and then left before I got there. It hurt the most because he didn't even say good-bye...and he knew the night before that he was leaving...and he didn't say good-bye. When I mentioned it to him on-line his answer was why should he because he was coming back up in three weeks...I didn't know...it hurts.
Bar Crawl sucked, mainly because I was sick and couldn't drink, which is the entire purpose of Bar Crawl. Me, Corinne, and Erin all left the apartment pretty late and missed a lot of the bars. Then me and Sara ( who ::gasp:: actually left her room to socialize with us) got separated from Erin and Corinne. Sara was being really nice to me, telling me how much she missed me and loved me, and offering to buy me drinks...She hasn't talked to me (or anyone else in the pledge class for some unknown reason) since the year started. I've asked her repeatedly to lunch or dinner, or just to hang out and she's either said no or simply not replied. Now that she's drunk she's my friend??? Erin was being drunk and obnoxious, when we found her later on, so I simply left the bar and went home. I cried most of the night because Henry had treated me like Chris and because people were being fake at Bar Crawl and because I was fucking sick and wanted to go home...it was a bad way to end things.
So when I come back in June maybe Henry will be less shady and maybe I'll make some money this summer...
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