12718 in Who I Am

I’m so stressed. I’m at this point, beyond a healthy level of stress anyone my age should feel that is not in college..or has kids.

I’m tired of working 7 days yall. It’s literally killing me. I am so drained in every way.

I went to Stick Figure and Twiddle Thursday night, got irresponsibly hammered, and woke up the next morning drunk, and so my hangover lasted the entire day. I left work early. it was a disaster.

This is why I don’t drink. But I had fun! So much fun! People are nice to you when you’re thin. it’s cool. and im only gonna get more fit. sahweet.

I danced with strangers, it was awesome

my back hurts. I have a massage this week tho. and its payday week. but I have to pay rent. and bills. so im not buying weed this week. itll be tough but I have to. because adult things.

im seriously so ashamed of my spending lately. but I honestly feel like its because im so stressed that its one of my vices.

it doesn’t help AT ALL lol its this horrible self feeding snake monster and its all my faulttttt.
I gotta say atleast im trying! really really hard
everywhere. having a personal life, reading, working, working out. and getting enough sleep

my godddd. Just gotta breatheeee.