12518 in Who I Am

Ughhh I can feel my depression about to hit me super hard. Do you ever feel it like looming on you?? Like I feel like I’m about to break down but I don’t know when. I feel like I wanna call Matt and talk to him. I miss him .

I cant figure out Alex. I keep going back and, but haven’t I been always?? haha

I dig him a lot. And sometimes he doesn’t respond to my snaps, but then he will hours later like “hey sorry I thought I responded”
Maybe I’m just needy. I can accept that.

I have a concert tonight. im tired. today was a bad day at work.