Stupid Boys cont'd 12/22/2002
Afterwards, I was at the bar getting myself yet another drink at the bar when Jay slides up behind me and offers to buy me a drink. OK, well I'm going to assume he doesn't think I'm this annoying chick or something because then why would he bother right? So we're drinking and talking for awhile and then...it was hazy...this all went down about two weeks ago plus I was drunk at the time. After he bought me the drink though we spent awhile talking. Then he disappeared with a frat brother or something.
Later on I was dancing with one of Jay's frat brothers, Ivory, and Tanya, and Jay comes right up behind me and just grabs me from behind and starts dancing with me. I figured, "Well, if he came to dance with me again, then obviously he has some interest in me right?" I'm always secretly terrified that I'll be though of as the chunky girl with the glasses who just hangs on boys who don't like her. My friends and family assure me that I'm not chunky and that I'm a pretty girl, but that's friends and family...they're supposed to say shit like that. Anyway, so I'm terrified of talking to boys, especially the ones I like. Had i not been drunk, I would not have talked to Jay at all.
So then Jay starts kissing me shoulders and my neck (my back was still to him) and starts running his hands down my legs. All I had to do was turn around and we proabbly would've been hooking up that night. But I'm a damn chicken and kept my back to him. I also felt really bad because he was even more wasted than I was. He was drinking pitchers of beer by himself...it was so ridiculous...I didn't want to hook up with him and then have him wake up tomorrow morning and be like "Fuck...I hooked up with that girl last night and I really didn't want to..." I was working up my courage to turn around and kiss him but I made the mistake of asking him "How drunk are you?" "Pretty wasted" he slurred. I didn't kiss him. A few minutes later, one of his frat brothers pulled him away. My pledge sisters and I have a technique like that. If one of my girls is dancing with a remarkably ugly or shady guy (or a Binghamton townie) and they're drunk, we just go right up to the guy and say "Excuse me, I need to borrow her" and pull her away. And since I'm not shady and I'm not a toothless townie, Jay's brother pulled him away because...? I don't know why.
So the next night I decided to go out with my Iotas at the last minute. Since everyone had rides from their friends, I waited until Nicole (my pledge sister and friend) got off of work and we would take a cab to the Ratheskellar Club aka The Rat. We met up with Corinne and Erin there, and later with Lauren and Christine. Lauren, Christine, Nicole and I all shared a Scorpion Bowl. Basically, massive quantities of alcohol is poured into a large bowl with some blue food coloring (or red if you wanna get creative) with eight straws. Well, since we're all borderline alcoholics, we only did it with four people. Those'll fuck you up pretty quick. On top of everything I had three Skyy Blues during that night, so I was pretty fucked.
I was grinding with Lauren on the dance floor (we're a close pledge class :o)) when she says, "Your boy just walked in." Lo and behold, Jay was standing about ten feet behind me with his frat brothers. I don't think he saw me though. Anyway, I see Jay later on standing around with some of my pledge sisters. I should've stayed where I was, but no, I'm an ass, and decided, "Let me go and say hi to my pledge sisters and oh so discreetly let Jay know I'm here." Yeah...so I started hugging my girls, and I heard someone calling me, but I wasn't sure who it was...turned out to be Jay. He finally grabbed me by my tummy and turned me around to give me a kiss on the cheek. I gave him a quick hello and left with me pledge sisters to go to the bar yet again.
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