I’m 30 weeks pregnant today I can’t wait for this little guy to be born I’m really uneasy my stomach hurts I think I had too much commotion yesterday having the family over it was a lot of work to host but I’m so glad everybody came we had such a wonderful day I think I’m gonna take a nap today Chloe that school Eric‘s at work Taylor is downstairs napping I have nothing else on the agenda and that sounds great.
I woke up from a nap because my phone was ringing wasn’t going to answer it but I thought this push that I needed to it was my brother he Sounded horrible I knew something was wrong he asked me if I talk to dad I said no he didn’t say anything for a few seconds I could tell in his voice that something was terribly wrong I started asking who died who died what’s going on talk to me my heart felt like there was no beat it off my body was shaking his baby inside me felt like it was going to fall out he said it’s EricSomething really bad happened soon as he said that I looked behind me and Eric sweatshirt was ripped laying right above me I grabbed it and I wrapped it around myself I had no idea what was going on was there Hurt was hit by a car Did he crashed on his bikeDid Bullying take his lifeWhat could’ve possibly happened my brother wasn’t talking I hung up to process what I just heard I started yelling for Taylor he said that he was going to call my fiancé Eric to get him home I couldn’t think I couldn’t speak I couldn’t process what just happened I called my brother again to find out what happened his stupid wife answered the phone I said is he dead she said yes I said where do I go she said we’re at our house then she said I’ll see in a little bit hon your voice wasn’t rattles a bit she was fine her wish it finally came true I wanted to tell that stupid bitch but I’m on to her that I can barely stand and she’s talking like there’s nothing wrong I wanted to slap her silly wanted to shake her. But instead I waited to what felt like an eternity for my Eric to get home we put our Chloe to bed and we headed to Princeton to the active crime scene where my nephew who is only 14 is lying dead in his home or the place and he lived and think you can even call at his home he wasn’t welcome there he wasn’t Loved there . I pulled up they were police cars SUVs and the BCA. My mind went defense mode who the fuck do I need to tackle to the ground who is responsible for this who killed my 14-year-old nephew who would do this !!!!!! My fiancé Eric kept on telling me chin up Stay strong for the baby I wanted to tell him to take his words and shove them up his ass that’s ridiculous to tell her aunt that just lost her precious 14-year-old nephew to murder to keep her chin up to keep strong because she has a baby growing inside her I can’t react in a calm matter when one of the people that I love most in this world was just shot dead like he was an animal like he wasn’t a human being at all like he wasn’t loc stay strong for the baby I wanted to tell him to take his words and shove them up his ass that’s ridiculous to Talon aunt that just lost her precious 14-year-old nephew to murder to keep her chin up to keep strong because she has a baby growing inside her I can’t react in a calm matter when one of the people that I love most in this world was just shot dead like he was an animal like he wasn’t a human being at all like he wasn’t loved. Because he was loved I love him. My beautiful daughter loved him my mom left him my dad loved him . I loved him so much from the day he came into my life when I was 11years old. He made me an auntie a damn good one to. Before I became a mom being an aunt was my most joyful job . I loved being his aunt and he loved me being his aunt and I am in complete disbelief for what I was standing outside his house looking at the BCA was taking pictures it was Now an active crime scene nobody was telling me who was responsible for the fact that my nephew was laying in there dead nobody was telling me if he was in his room if he was in the living room the bathroom where he was I didn’t know for hours until I finally found out that he was laying by the front door with his chest down nobody to tell me what he was wearingHe’s wearing shoes or sweatshirt or his jacket nobody will tell me anything I couldn’t believe what my life has became in one nap. I never want to nap again . On my way home now it’s 130 in the morning BCA and police are still there. I don’t know what’s going to happen now .
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