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I’ve typed out the message “I miss you” to him so many times. But I won’t send it.

I don’t wanna come off as clingy. I haven’t seen him in… 5 days. That’s it?!?!?!? It feels like it’s been weeks.
Fuck me.
I want a new job so I can actually go be with this dude on the weekends and junk. The worst part of my job is all the bullshit that comes with it, the commitment. I just want a clock in, clock out job. This responsibility shit is just.... annoying.

If I can just get through this job for a couple months and pay off my credit cards, I can use whatever money I get other than rent to pay off my car.

I’m soo done with it. I like my job for the most part but I’ve been there for almost 3 years. Im tired of food service. mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

im just gonna clean my apartment.

think about alex like an obsessed 16 year old.

live my life.

I JUST FUCKIN DID IT.
told alex I missed him. well. his face.

I don’t fuckin care lol hes gonna eventually know that I dig the fukkkk out of him.

Last updated January 06, 2018