more puking in diary

I ended up at home for the retreat. I am…disappointed. Trying to figure out why it seems so easy for some and what I do wrong.
I have not integrated since then, but have checked and got a no a couple of time.
I have been feeling lazy the last couple days. I think partly because I had pretty achey legs after walking and then sittiing in the cold of the santa clause parade.
Christine had a tea party for her early birthday Sunday. It was creative and great. So her. And Asia’s first tea party.
I got some shredding done last week but that went to a stop when I was discouraged.
There have been a couple of computer gitches since I got it back. Once it would not turn on at all and once it froze completely and once the keyboard would not work and a few times the mouse has ..been lost or clicked slow. They need to send me a new one.
I am frustrated that all the rides and favors I do for others it has been a week since I have been asking to get my pupils measured for online glasses and Asia is the only one that has done it, but do you rely on a 9 year olds measures?
not as much puking as I thought there was or it has went to the back or out of my mind