Unwelcome Disease in The Thoughts in my Head

You come back like an unwelcome disease
I welcome you back like you’re perfect
You would think that I would know by now
I let you back into my life

Everyday I tell myself…“I’m not going to fall for your games.”
Every time you say all the right things
You miss me
You love me
You want me
You have changed
You realized I’m worth your time now.

It hurts every time you come back
I let the hurt in
Then at least I know you’re in my life
How pathetic

Loving you hurts

You tell me to forgive all the things you’ve done to me
Like its so easy…
Two years of broken promises, cruel words, heartbreak
It’s not easy.

— Southern Belle —