Crying 5/5/2002
That's what I feel like doing. It seems that's what I always feel like doing. I talked to Justin last night. He read my letter and IMed me twice. Finally I IMed him asking him if he was mad. He wasn't, just sad that I was leaving. He wrote me the most beautiful letter I've ever read. We ended up talking until 4:20 in the morning. After talking to him I felt as if I'm making the wrong decision again. What if I never make friends like that at Binghamton? I'll be walking in as a sophomore, and it'll be that much harder to make friends. It tok me six weeks in SU, and I was a freshman.
Arrgghhh....I feel like I'm screwing things up again. Maybe I should've stayed...Arrgghhh....In a way I almost wished that everyone was mad. It would've been easier to leave...I don't know any more. I really don't.
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