MJ 3/4/2001
That's the code name for my crush. (I'm getting so melodramatic, huh?) I would honestly use his real name because none of you know who I am anyway, but I gave my diary name to my friend. Not that this person would say anything, but I just don't want her to know.
I have this thing with liking younger guys. Not like Mary-Kay Lotourneau, mind you, but I have this thing with liking guys a year younger than me. I have no idea why, they get even more immature as they get younger...He's the exact opposite of me, which is why I like him. I'm your typical quiet honors student who's never had a detention, blah blah blah. The only time I've been in the principal's office to get an award or soemthing. MJ deals drugs (pot mostly...it's where I have him the nickname "MJ"...mary jane...) in our principal's office. Like, our principal, Mr.R, will be yelling at MJ for smoking in the parking lot, while under the table, MJ and his friends are making a drug transaction. You have to admit, it's pretty funny, not to mention clever. MJ once told me that Mr. R's office it key to our school's drug deals. Mr.R is never really is in office, escpecially early in the morning, so almost anyone can walk in. The dealer will slip a dime bag, or whatever it is he's selling under the couch in Mr. R's office and walk out. The buyer will walk in as soon as the dealer leaves and gets the drugs and leave the money under the couch. The dealer, or a third person, retrieves the money later on. Our school has become so tight with security that drug deals can't be made in the parking lot, the courtyard, or the handball court, or outside of the gym anymore. The only place that's not watched is actually Mr. R's office.
MJ obviously isn't the perfect guy, but he's unlike all the rest of my friends. We all have these cookie-cutter, white picket fence lives. MJ is the only one who would dare drive a car at 15, become a "runner" at 16, buy alcohol with a fake ID, or sell drugs in the principal's office. He's had a really bad life, and although that's not an excuse, it's not surprising he turned out the way he did.
I really though he liked me. We've been talking a lot this year and recently (We have gym together) he had been following me around all period, asking me who I was going to prom with, etc. But it seems that whenever Jen and Arnold are in class with us, he ignores me and talks to them. It's like I'm the substitute friend. GRRRRRR. And Dan is cool, but then again, I only know him from the Internet. This is actually kind of pathetic, in a funny way. GRRRRR. I wish it were summer. The only cool thing is that L.I. and basically most of the N.E. are going to get hit with a HUGE snow storm tonight and we're probably going to get Monday off, possibly Tuesday. So that kicks ass. That was a random comment....Anyway...
Until later
Artist
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