I Lost It 2/17/2001
Yup, I lost my virginity...to drugs anyway. Sonia had invited me over to her house today and we were hanging out when she said, "Do you want to do a few hits before DJ (Sonia's boyfriend) gets here? She knew I didn't want to smoke in front of him, especially because it was my first time. So she pulls out this little pipe made out of tin foil, pretty ghetto, I know, a baggie she hid in a eyeglass case under her bed, and some matches (We couldn't find her lighter). So, she was trying to explain to me how to do it, but she couldn't show me because she had a drug test she had to take for a job coming up. I dunno, maybe smoking pot is different than smoking cigarettes because I have having several problems. I wish she just had a joint or something, it would've been easier. Anyway, so I'm smoking in her room on and off for about 45 minutes. Our friend Panama came over later and laughed when she saw me. She said she thought I looked so cute with the little ghetto pipe. Thanks...just what I wanted to hear. Anyway, Sonia kept complaining that I was taking such small hits, so I took a bigger hit, and she complained that I sucked the flame from the match into the pipe. It was pretty funny, because both of them had smoked before, and I guess I was entertaining. Even after all that effort I didn't get high. I know it's not uncommon for a person not to be able to get high the first or even second time they smoke pot, but it's so....unsatisfying. It's like having sex and not being able to orgasm. Not that I would know, but I'm just trying to make an analogy most people would understand. Yeah...anyway...
When I got home I got into a bad mood because I e-mailed a kid who goes to University of Rochester and this is what he said:
Your SAT scores are well below UR's averages; however, your GPA is excellent, depending on the difficulty of the courses you've taken (AP's, honors?), you EC's (extracurriculars, for those of you who don't know),recommendations, and special talent in art could make a difference too. Good luck to you!
Stupid friggin' standardized tests!!! I work so hard throughout h.s. and one damn test can keep me out of the one school I want to go to!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.... I'm so angry. I thought pot was supposed to mellow me out. Well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed...
Until later
Artist
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