• If menopause is fast approaching, how long will I have PMS? I’m going to google this right now… Ugh. Why did I do that? This looks bleak.
• But I’m not sure if these blues are from the above or from just the general state of EVERYTHING right now. I mean, our country is splitting into many different heartbreaking directions directly caused by our fucking leader. I am horrified, though not surprised by this. And finally, my couple of Trump-supporting friends are coming around, saying that the American people deserve better. Please, please, I’m praying to the politics gods, or whomever has the power to do so, please impeach. Please.
• And after my initial excitement, I haven’t heard anything from Steve McQueen for a couple of days. I know that this is normal, but my fear is another AA scenario - where we have an amazing and romantic first date and then…poof. My brain keeps going back over our conversation and my chattiness and my accidental attempt to impress him. I was all over the place. I don’t think I sounded like a looney-tunes crazy woman, but I do think that he could have thought about it and thought that I was bragging or a little overly forthright. I’m not going to freak out about this, after all, it’s only been two days, but I have to be honest, I will be VERY down if we don’t even make it to Date #2.
• Meanwhile, Bachelor Party Marty seems to want to keep this fling going, and I suppose, why not? I have no boyfriend situation, I’m not in a relationship and don’t appear to have one on the horizon as of this moment, so…again, why not? He’s a dirty, dirty texter, that’s for sure. Fun. Sorta.
• Work can kiss my ass this week. I got blindsided about a situation that I was absolutely unaware of on Monday afternoon. Long story, but the big boss of my company’s US factory (we manufacture both in the US and in Asia) yelled in my face about my staff and told me that I needed to “step up” regarding something that was already done and completed by my team. Granted, there was a miscommunication (by HIS team, I might add), but that motherfucker came and screamed into my earholes. What a fucker. I don’t need this. He later apologized, but in a ridiculous way via email and was STILL accusatory and asshole-y. Fuck you, motherfucker. Also, this was the guy I’d written about having a little flirty-flirty relationship with a while back. Well guess what? Pretty much done with that feeling. All it takes is one dick move.
• Need to go for now. I have my staff meeting in 10 minutes and I’m just over everything today. I feel like I have a lot more to write about, but I need to gather my thoughts for this meeting and the one after it. Seems like all I do is attend meetings, prep for meetings, and then get yelled at lately.
Happy Wednesday, jerks.
xox,
GS
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