I Need to Give Up... in Fresh Start...

I really really need to give up.

He’s still really obsessed with chick.

He stayed over last night and this morning we were talking and I said he basically wants to go back to just being friends. We’re in this vicious cycle and I’m not ready to give him up yet…

Basically I ended up staying home today and we cuddled and ended up having sex and showering together again. So I guess we’re currently just having fun until I decide I’ve had enough.

I dunno… I feel lost.