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- July 10, 2017, 1:06 p.m.
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I’m writing a literature review today and I’m only half done and I just really don’t want to.
I’m so tired. I haven’t been getting enough or quality sleep for.... weeks now. I don’t even have my children as an excuse. My body just doesn’t want me to sleep. Anxiety does that, you know.
In a few weeks I’ll be done with my summer classes. Then I’m taking three classes at the graduate level (again), a part time job, an internship, and I’m the president of the Higher Education Student Association. I got an e-mail today about that… we have meetings almost every week. I also have to have a finished budget proposal before school starts next month.
Two of my classes are going to be on Monday, so I’ll be in class from 5:00pm to 9:00pm, after working all day. Fuh.
I’ve got my work cut out for me.
I’m putting trying-to-get-pregnant-on-purpose on hold. I stopped charting. I guess things are ramping up and I just don’t need another thing on my plate that’s stressing me out. I loved charting but I just can’t devote that much energy to it and it’s draining me. I wish I wasn’t so damn obsessive about it, but I am.
If I get pregnant, then I get pregnant. It won’t matter either way. I have a lot of things I need to stay focused on. If I do get pregnant, it won’t be anything I haven’t done before. :) The spring semester will be a lot calmer, so I’d just have to get through a few months of craziness.
Things I haven’t done enough of this summer: swim. I made it a goal and I just haven’t reached it! :( This weekend will be kid-free so I’m going to try to get James to drag me to the pool, someway, somehow. He’s good at getting me out of the house.
I’ve been working on lots of things with the kids. Cannon is SO GOOD at reading. I’m so proud of him! I’ve been trying to get Lorelei to focus on working with me on things more, but she’s not even three yet, and she doesn’t sit still for very long. She can recognize most of the letters, but there’s a few we are still working on. Her listening has been much better lately too.
I guess I’d better get back to writing…
Last updated July 10, 2017
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