Friday Morning in New Diary

Well I am up and faced with another damned day. My worker came yesterday. She agreed to take me grocery shopping. We went to Wal Mart. I bought enough food to get me through the fifth,. Order came to $37 something. While we wer4e at the store we saw three cop cars They were talking to a black man. We were saying that he was probably shoplifting. Kelly was telling me that she heard him yelling at the cops. He was going to get a lawyer and have the
them all thrown in jail. Anyways after Wal Mart she took me to Tudors I bought a Ron biscuit. Ran into Chocolatechip in the hallway. I was glad to see her. I said hi Anne she said hi back and that was about it.

We had some more excitement yesterday morning,. I had run in with my neighbor Jen. She was yelling. Kelly went out and Jen was giving her the low down about how my apartment smells and it needs to be checked out. I also need to keep my door shut because she does not want to puke again., Kelly gave her hell She went to the office and told Alice. Alice said she had trouble with Jen before and to write out a written complaint. She turned the letter in I don’t think anything will come of it but it is on the record.

I was talking to Kelly after she came back. I asked her if she ever smelled anything in my apartment. She said no. She comes in here five days a week and she never smelled anything. I said they can come and check my apartment anytime. I am not dong anything wrong and I don’t have anything to hide. She was telling me that Alice told her that she knows my apartment doesn’t smell because I passed inspection. I felt a little b it better after that.

I didn’t do any reading after she left. I couldn’t concentrate on my book. I was thinking about Chocolatechip and finances. I was on the computer most of the time. I have this chess game on my computer and I played chess most of the time. I also like to play a history trivia game I was doing these things plus listening to Celtic Women on You Tube., I was waiting for my case manager from Healthways to come and pay me a visit.

My case manager Billie came early,. We had an interesting conversation. I had some bad news first. She can no longer take me to the bank Gumby’s and Wal Mart and the third. WE were talking about other options . I said I could use the social service van for the bank and Wal Mart. But Connie will not take me to Gumby’s for cigars. She is not suppos3ed to take anyone in her car but Kelly does take me places. I will ask her if she can take me to Gumby’s for cigars Billie said she has me down on the third this month but that will be the last time.

Then we over Doctor’s appointments., I have a slew of them coming up. I see Dr. Isla on Monday to get my stiches removed. Then I have therapy appointment with Bill on the 29th. I see a new Doctor on the 5 for my breathing problems Then I have the sleep study. I told her I was going to cancel the sleep study I thought I she would make a fuss about it but all she asked me was if I an seeping any better. She said yes I am

Then we talked about finances. I told her about my high credit card bill. I said I was going to pay it all in full. I qwo;uld have about $35 left. This was enough for meds and laundry. She asked about groceries. I said I already have enough food to get me through the month Then she said cleaning supplies were expensive. She didn’t give me advice. She said I could make minimum payment this month or pay off the balance in monthly payments and not use the card.

I asked her if buying groceries today was a good idea. I used my credit card. She said you need groceries. She suggested I use my card more wisely. I do not need to be ordering from Fox’s or buying books. I should use it for emergencies. She also warned me not to cancel the card because that would affect my credit.

Then we were talking about Anne. I told her I was very depressed about the break up. What makes it hard was in addition to being my fiancé she was the only friend I had,. it was a double loss. Billie said that losing your support system was really rough. She went through a similar experience with her bf., Then she asked about my coping skills. I said I read a lot listen to music,. I also platy computer games. She mentioned about going to the library. I said I can’t walk that far and can’t afford the bus. She thought I should see Bill more often and made another appointment. If things get too; bad then I can always call her.

We had a nice long talk. After she left I went back to my games. I had a tv dinner for supper and listened to the news I went to bed around 10 last night and slept in.

Last updated June 23, 2017