Green Eyed Monster... in Book of M...

I’m just jealous.

M and I have been off for a while. He hasn’t been complaining about his gf and he’s been more social with F at work than me. So I kinda feel the need to not socialize with F anymore. I mean he obviously decided who he’d rather hang out with so fuck it. Its not like I’m surprised. I’m only interesting to guys who want something from me. Usually sex.

I’m feeling very “shut everyone out and be alone forever.”

At the same time I want me and M back, but I think it’s impossible. I just don’t trust him anymore.