Friday Night....Chillen in Plan B

I can not believe it has been so long since I posted here. This use to be my life and breath in order to survive. I remember writing sometimes several times a day just to keep from sinking into a hole that I could not climb out of. My world was so scary then. And now I can go weeks without posting. What the hell? I do write in my soft journal that I keep beside my bed. But this was the place I use to have emotional throw ups. And thank goodness for the support I got. We had a good lil group from the last journal. But now is all good and so here we are today. So let’s go shall we…
On April 22’nd was my Dad’s Birthday. He would have been 99 years old. On April 25’th was when my Mom passed away 12 years ago. Back in the day I use to say it feels like yesterday but now no. So much has gone down personally that it feels longer than 12 years. Have come so far and thankful for that. Now that I am at where I am at and feels good. It has been 6 months since I quite my last part time job. Everything is going ok. I did my taxes and I had to pay because of health insurance thru obama care. I don’t care. I will never be fully vested in any company. Trust and loyality is out the window.
Work is still crazy. We haven’t gone fully Trama yet. Now here is a lil drama that I don’t feed into so I didn’t know it excisted. I guess one of the peeps was bad mouthing me and she the person she was bad mouthing me to - told me. Here she has a kid by my bosses son so she thinks she is all that and more. To make a long and boring story short I went to my director on my day off and asked her. She said no worries. Cool. I hate people who cause drama. Thankfully I know now that I am in the hood amoungst the girls . Michelle and Tay. That makes me feel good. Even Tay texted my boss and let her know what’s goin on. I thought that was cool since I didn’t even know what is going on. I don’t care if you have a baby by an alien just show up for work.
It has been hotttt. We did get a cold front that lasted 48 hours. I counted. It was actually chilly in the the shade. That was last week. No rain. At. All. So everyday I water my plants and hope that some lil ol cloud will drop some rain.
My life is quiet and I like that. I am over the dating sights unless some miracle happens and from the looks of it I doubt it. Too tired of all the bullllllshiiiii. So now Summer of 2017 is upon us. This year I am going to lay out in the side yard and try to get some color for I hit the beach. Right now I am pastie white like some one from Ohio. No that has gots to go.
There is a bunch of miss spelled words here. I am not fighting with spell check tonight. Peace In and Peace Out.