It’s been six months since last log in.
I’m sorry.
Also I’m a bit drunk. That Bearded Lady Moonshine is SO GOOD. But I switched to decent but cheap wine (Johhny Q 2014 Shiraz).
Uni is okay. I think I’m on top of things but I know I have an unstarted essay due soon. Pah.
My psych today sat forward in his chair and asked “You’re not well, are you?” Fuck me he is good at his job and I’m so thankful because I had almost convinced myself too. He said I have to come every two weeks for a while. And I have to think on the subject. And I have to accept resent is sometimes necessary for healing. And probs accept my childhood is fucked and I’m alone and isolated and have a chronic illness and a disabled child and have no support.
Ya know. The usual plus NEW PTSD stuff.
I still have never disclosed the eating disorder stuff to him.
I was going to this time but it was easy not to.
Pah.
-SP
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