Find Where I Fit in Just Moments

~So as I typically do on NYE, I’ve decided to take a look at the past year and figure out things I want to do in the new year. To be honest 2016 was just a meh kind of year for me. I mean some cool things happened like I got hired full time at my job, and my sister got married and I became an aunt, I moved to my own place. All those things were really good. But I can’t say that it was a really great year or a really crappy year. In comparison to 2015 it was a whole lot better. But it wasn’t that great. I saw my ex for what is hopefully the last time ever, I got sexually abused, I lost a friend.

~But honestly I hope 2017 is my year. I’ve decided that its time to take care of me, and I started doing that in 2016 but I’m really going to start focusing on that in 2017. I’m at a good place in my life, happy for the most part with how things are currently and its time to take care of me. Do things that make me happy, and not rely on other people. That’s always my downfall. Sometimes I my happiness is contingent upon others, this year I will not do that. I’m stronger than that. and I’m worth so much more than that. I just have to remember that. Which won’t be easy, but I know I can do it.

~When I was in high school I had big plans for 2017. It was the year that according to my plan I was going to get married and move out of Wisconsin. Well I can tell you that I won’t be getting married this year and I also won’t be moving. Funny how when your younger you make all these plans and then you look back and realize that none of them or maybe only 1 plan actually worked out for you. I was so silly back then. Now I really focus on taking each day as it comes and just go with it. Which is also something I plan on continuing in 2017. Life is too short to make all these plans and then get upset when they don’t work out. Better to go into life without a plan and follow the path already laid out for you. Much easier that way. I’m not exactly sure where I’m supposed to be in this life but I’m going to keep doing my own thing and just trust that I’m where I’m supposed to be.

~So here are a couple of things I want to accomplish in 2017
1. Go to the gym 5 days a week
2. Don’t let other people drag me down
3. Grow in my career
4. Make a new friend
5. Impact someone’s life

~So we’ll see how those go. If I fail that’s ok maybe it just wasn’t my time, but it won’t be for lack of trying!! I hope everyone has a great NYE and a blessed 2017! <3