Friday....Yea :) in Plan B
- Dec. 9, 2016, 11:49 p.m.
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Chilly out. Actually down right cold for this Southern Girl…Speakin of ....at work just workin. Imagine that? I get this message on fb from Christopher. It was a long intense love letter. Nothing sexual just explaining his feelings about me. It made me cry. Not the ugly cry but ugh. I just had to sit there and face nothing but the computers and make no noise whatsoever. If you can’t look you can’t see. OMG. Now he is off to India tomorrow for 6 weeks more or less. Which is perfect. It gives me time to get my shit together…that is an on going process. But when he comes back he wants to see FL. and I am going to let him then we are going to meet Mon. on the 13’th of Feb. Monday or Tues. Feb. 14’th. After he comes back from India he is coming straight to FL. and be a traveling willbery. In the mean time do my c.e’s , really give this place a good cleaning, pick up extra shifts at work and go for it.
Now on to other news....Coco left tonight. I just walked out with Magen and gave her to her. Plus 100 pee pads. She is going to need those. It is odd. But I am sad in a way to see her go than not. After I really looked at Romeo’s face. She really did a number on it. So. With that being said I learned a lesson. I am sorry that she had to go back. But with confidence comes security and aggression. You don’t hurt Romeo. Does he miss her? Not one bit. Not one Lil bit so far. It will feel good to sleep in. Yesterday she woke me up at 6:30. No. I hope her the best.
Now life goes on. It feels so nice. I truly feel so blessed. I never thought I would meet someone who makes me feel the way he does. He calls me his baby girl. That he will take care of me ( not that I need taken care of ) so we will see.
He has professed his love to me. But. I did not. I can’t . Until I meet him face to face and feel his NRG.... He understands that for which I am grateful for. Really. I do love him. Though I would never announce it to him or anybody else. This is different and I accept that. So I am willing to go for it. See what happens. In the mean time keep on keepin on.
It’s late and I need a shower. I have enough glue in my hair. Besides I want to stay up a tad longer tonight. I want to be an adult. Ya. Right. Peace In and Peace Out
Ferret Mom ⋅ December 10, 2016