Me (6:32:39 PM): did you notice that Dora and Marten got together the same time you and Dave did?
Molly (6:32:42 PM): yes
Molly (6:32:46 PM): i noticed that so hard
Molly (6:32:52 PM): i think JJ is stalking me
Me (6:32:52 PM): ok good
Molly (6:33:25 PM): i actually noticed certain parallels between my own life and QC before this
Me (6:33:30 PM): hm
Me (6:33:34 PM): such as?
Molly (6:33:38 PM): um
Molly (6:33:45 PM): two girl friends + guy friend
Molly (6:33:49 PM): hang out all the time
Molly (6:33:50 PM): um
Molly (6:34:05 PM): guy has not really secret crush on one of them
Me (6:34:12 PM): yeah, I think I get it.
Molly (6:34:14 PM): she rejects him
Molly (6:34:14 PM): he goes to other girl
Molly (6:34:20 PM): yeah
Me (6:34:24 PM): I don't think it worked quite like that
Molly (6:34:29 PM): um ok
Me (6:34:34 PM): he had a crush on you for quite some time before you had a crush on him
Molly (6:34:50 PM): really?
Molly (6:34:51 PM): like when?
Me (6:34:52 PM): yeah
Molly (6:34:55 PM): (if i may ask)
Me (6:34:58 PM): I thought he had a crush on me
Me (6:35:01 PM): but he said like
Me (6:35:03 PM): during band season
Molly (6:35:21 PM): hm
Molly (6:35:24 PM): ok
Me (6:35:51 PM): my theory is that he realized it
Me (6:36:01 PM): when I said that you had a crush on an assistant drum major that one time
Molly (6:36:14 PM): yeah
Molly (6:36:17 PM): hm
Molly (6:36:19 PM): well
Molly (6:36:26 PM): i kind of didn't like that you said that,
Molly (6:36:29 PM): in retrospect
Me (6:36:32 PM): oh
Me (6:36:33 PM): sorry
Molly (6:36:37 PM): it's ok
Molly (6:36:46 PM): i was getting over it anyway
Molly (6:36:48 PM): it was dumb
Me (6:36:58 PM): yeah, that's kind of why I thought it would be okay
Me (6:37:03 PM): because it was dumb
Molly (6:37:05 PM): and i maybe was starting to like dave at the time
Molly (6:37:09 PM): so
Molly (6:37:09 PM): yeah
Me (6:37:12 PM): but I can understand where it wasn't
Molly (6:37:30 PM): well
Molly (6:37:35 PM): it doesn't really matter
Molly (6:37:40 PM): i didn't care that much
Molly (6:37:48 PM): i was just kind of embarrassed
Me (6:38:02 PM): well I mean
Me (6:38:12 PM): isn't that basically where all games played on busses end up?
Me (6:38:18 PM): embarrassment?
Molly (6:38:19 PM): yeah
Molly (6:38:20 PM): but
Molly (6:38:22 PM): meh
Molly (6:38:24 PM): i don't know
Molly (6:38:28 PM): it doesn't matter now
Me (6:38:39 PM): I have to go eat dinner
Me (6:38:42 PM): bye
Molly (6:38:43 PM): ok
Molly (6:38:44 PM): bye
Molly (6:38:46 PM): see you
If you read QC (which you all should) you may have already noticed some rather freaky parallels. Even so, why did I point them out? Why did I compare Molly and Dave to Dora and Marten to Molly's face? I actually did it to Dave too, randomly, online, and his reaction was about the same. (Yes! I think JJ is stalking me.) Now that I think about it (actually, to be perfectly honest, I was aware of it at the time) this was fairly awkward and insensitive of me, since obviously the implication was that I'm Faye.
I'm actually in an almost identical situation to Faye. That situation being, "How the fuck do I feel about this?" I've been trying pretty hard to figure it out, and I still have no idea. I don't think I've really felt much of anything concerning them being together, besides occasional "aww" and occasional, "damnit, this reminds me of how much I need some action." I was kind of expecting to be jealous, or hurt, or left out or something, but I... Can't really feel any of that. Because of this lack of obvious strong emotion, I thought everything was okay. But then I brought this up with Molly. I'll bet I made her feel kind of shitty. It was like I was just passive agressively reminding her who the real center of the story is - who he had a crush on for six hundred comics before he had a crush on her for fifty. I've also noticed that I've been making a hell of a lot of entries favorites only. Am I really okay with my two best friends in the world making out occasionally?
No. Yes. Maybe?
Better Questions: Does it matter how I feel? Definately not. Should I just pretend that I don't feel any negative emotions that might be creeping up on me and try not to think about it so much? Probably. Should I try to keep my mouth shut and just not be a bitch? Yeah, that's probably the most important thing to do in most situations.
Okay. Problem solved ignored.
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