Getting things Done... in Plan B
- Nov. 29, 2016, 10:46 a.m.
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I am only on the computer to pay bills, take c.e.’s which I will do today and write here. Other than that I’m hardly ever on this machine as my sister would say.
Last mon. tues. was my first off since giving up the gig and it felt like I had to go out and do things. Not this week. CoCo peed on my bed. Yes. Not once. Twice. OMG. Really. I did have the door shut ( can’t be pulled all the way shut because the door knob is messed up - it’s from 1952 and I don’t have time to mess with it ) with a laundry hanger thingy in front of it. She jumped over that and peed. Made the bed and peed again for the day ended where Romeo sleeps. O my. I thought fuck it. Just take care of it and on monday morning go to the laundermat and get it all done at once. That is what I did yesterday. I planned on other things but while at the mat I caught a cold. It came on with in 10 minutes. No joke. Came home and putting the car cover on some one drives by then backs up and asks me hey did you use to work at &^*%$^? I said yes. She goes I knew it. I remember you. Here she was on the phones and I was in the med room and the phones. To make a long story short she is my neib. Right across the street neib. She said - You were always so nice. I thought huh? ok. So now she works at a place I got fired from 100 years ago. Anyone who knows me I went thru 1,000 jobs so it was one of those. The medicare medicade b.s. She has been there 8 years. So. It was nice.
I took 2 sets of Occ and drank Indian River right out of the bottle and slept. I even missed Ellen. I slept off and on all day into the night. Missed half the Voice and just made my way onto the bed. I don’t even remember going to bed actually. The kids woke me up and now here I am.
Christopher called me this a.m. while he was at work to check on me to see how I am. O my. The other night he and were texting back n forth. He professed his love for me. Ya. No. I didn’t know what to say. Really. I mean I like Christopher and everything. But here is how he put it ~ You are my happiness…this life aint worth living with out you in it. My response. But if you aren’t happy on your own you can’t expect someone else to do it for you. I also told him that I do get down sometimes but bascially I am a happy go lucky free spirit. I can’t have that put on me so soon. So quick. He is an introvert. I get that. But. I can’t just go into it like this. No. So. Go from here and see what happens. It’s not my job to make anyone happy. I’m dancing as hard as I can now. So to say the least that was kind of a shock. Ya. It was.
Now on to the market place and see what is in store for me there and do some c.e’s for the pharm. tech. then do whatever.
Having 2 days off is a blessing. No pressure to shove everything all into one day. That is hard over and over again.
Warm day today. 80 out and a wind blowing. Got the place opened up. Peace Out and In.
Ferret Mom ⋅ November 29, 2016