Saturday in New Diary

It has been a while since I wrote anything,. I got involved in this book I’ve been reading Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow It is so good I’ve been spending most of my tie reading . I really got into this book. I am ab out halfway through it now and still have a ways to go.,

I made it to my neurologist appointment last Monday., Everything checke3d out ok., Blood pressure was good, I weighed in about 267. He ordered blood work and had it done in the office. Couple days later he called me and said my B 12 count was low, He said he was going to s3end in a report to my primary care physician, I think he e said I might need to go on vitamins, This could explain why I’ve been so tired all the time I will probably have to call my primary caee physician next week and make an appointment,. This means another trip out,.

I remember I saw my neurologist on the 2`1st . I really had a hard time going to this appointment. I was very anxious the night before. I was so anxious I did not sleep Sunday night. I was up all night worrying about leaving my apartment and going to that damned appointment. I did not want to go. I wanted to call in and cancel. But it was for 8:15 in the morning. Case manager was coming to pick me up at 7;55 well before the time Healthways opened. I did not want her to make a wasted trip for nothing so I decided to go to my appointment,

I remember being very tired Monday , I didn’t do a heck of a lot that day, I laid on my couch and tried to sleep. I could not sleep Ea a wink. But I was very tired and sluggish all day long. I think I finally fell asleep around 7:30 that day.

I had a couple bad days with anxiety and depression last week, Earlier Chocolatechip made arrangements with this organization that holds an annual Thanksgivi9ng Day dinner at the Senior Center, I kept thinking the ride was bit gong to show up, They were supposed to pick us up at 10:45. But those people have been known to be very late or not show up at all. I kept thinking they wou7d not come and we would miss out on a Thanksgiving dinner,. I tried not to think about it but I kept thinking they would be a no show. Any3ways it made me more than a little anxious a few times.

Thanksgiving comes around, We got ready for the dinner We were outside waiting for them by 10:30 Chocolatechip friend Elsie shows up. She was talking to her while we waited. She said she would walk down. The guy who delivers the meals pulled up, I asked him if he was our ride. He said yes. he delivers the meals and we get to the senior center. We made it down there.

I had a good time at the Senior Center. Chocolatechip didn’t have such a great time. Her friend Elsie made it down and sat down next to her. Elsie did not get her check the day before. All the time she was down there she talks about her damned check and how she was going over to see her payee at Steubenville. Chocolatechip was not enjoying her dinner. She did talk to this one lady who lives in my old apartment. I think she enjoyed that. I enjoyed my dinner One meal filled me up I thought the food was very good,.

Anyways I made it out of my b ox. I had a good time at the Senior Center I had a good time but was ready to come home. I was glad to get home.