I just actually stayed up late doing homework. I have always heard about people doing this, but I have never really done it myself. Tonight, I stayed up until... Now, and spent several hours finishing my giant bio paper, and figuring out how to do a giant bio group lab, successfully. And finishing my part of it, and doing it well. When I was so afraid I just wouldn't be able to - that it was too much work.
And now I have this wierd, good feeling. I did it. I got it done. I have succeeded at something bio-related. More importantly, I have succeeded not because of talent, but because of work. I don't do that too much. And I don't mean that in an arrogant way. I mean that if I'm not significantly talented at something, I usually fail at it, or don't even attempt it. Maybe working hard in school always gives you this feeling. Maybe I should start doing it more.
I know I have not written lately. This is mostly because since I got over the mono, I have been feeling quite depressed and antisocial. I haven't felt much like talking, and when I do, I feel like I'm bad at it. Insomnia is also constant and worse than it's ever been in my life. I'm up until two every night, regardless of the fact that I wake up at six every morning. I think it's actually starting to get better now, since I have had quite a few distinct highs in the past few days. But this is how I've felt for the past two weeks or so and it's why I haven't written, and why I may have been ignoring some people. Yeah... Sorry.
Also, in 37 minutes, I will be seventeen.
Huh.
Real update tomorrow.
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