Interruption. in The Present
- Nov. 16, 2016, 11:39 p.m.
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It’s been a long stressful week-and tomorrow will be the longest day of them all. I passed out on the couch about 2 hours ago.
I just came to bed, and of course now my mind is a twitter withall sorts of stupid stuff. Then I heard a woman orgasming downstairs.
Most men look at porn. Hell, I’d go so far as most people look at porn. But my knees jerk reaction was, “is it porn or is he with someone online?”
I haaaaaaaaaaaate that that is my reaction. And I hate that it still bothers me that it’s porn. Porn never really interested me, but it also never bothered me. Now, it feels like an infringement upon…I’m not sure what, my relationship, me?
And I don’t feel guilty I interrupted him.
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WizeArtWorx ⋅ November 18, 2016
😩 I hope you're able to get through the day without too much difficulty or drama.
I agree, most people look at porn, but given what you've been through I can't say I blame you for thinking the way you do. I'd probably be the same way!
Hope you have a good day!
💜
Nope. WizeArtWorx ⋅ November 18, 2016
Thanks. The next day was definitely better. I think it was tired and upset, but we talked later and it was better.
Ferret Mom ⋅ November 23, 2016
It's understandable that that would be your reaction.