Rainmaker in Lyrics

Is this over?
Keep your eyes closed
Until I have gone
Pushing men away
All of these years
Do they seem so long?

There’s no consequence
For cowardice
Apart from loneliness

There’s no vengeance
There’s no penance
For the agoness

You made the storms
That reside in
Your own head
Bitterness
Second-guessing
Fear and dread

I tried to accommodate
The joyless vegan world
You create

For heaven’s sake
Clouds of caustic scorn
Fill an acid lake

Greenhouse doors
I am pounding
Soundly ignored

The queen won’t retort
Stands and commands
An empty hedge maze court

You made the storms
That reside in
Your own head
Abandon reason
Don’t abandon ship
Stay and drown instead

Is this over?
Keep your heart closed
Never letting on