This is what I'm extremely glad that Molly didn't read: Over the past couple of years, I have come to terms with the fact that I am definately not the straightest person in the world. I have absolutely no hesitation sharing this with you people, but I don't know whether Molly would even want to talk to me anymore if she found out that I am something which, in her opinion, is probably worse than lesbian.
Ok, understand that this is really not a big deal to me. I do not in any way consider this coming out of the closet. So some of you need not to be wierded out, and some of you need to controll your excitement. (You know who you are.) It has been my belief for quite some time that everyone is bisexual, leaning to one side or the other. I definately lean toward guys. However, if you are a girl who likes guys, and a sexy picture of a girl does not turn you on at least a little, there is something wrong with you. Seriously. Genitalia is not what makes people sexy. Why else would there be making out? Why else do you touch someone's face or shoulder or legs? Sex is about feelings. All people have feelings, so all people are sexual beings. Why should you limit yourself to sexual interaction with one type of person? Yeah, everyone has preferences, but it's not like it's something that's built into you. Like, I like icecream better than vegetables most of the time. But that's not to say that I never have any desire to eat vegetables. I mean, they're still food. They can be good.
Of course, I've considered the possibility that I don't know what I'm talking about. It's quite possible that this is one of those things that cannot be theoretical. And at this point, it is basically all theoretical. I am a virgin. I'm like, extra-virgin. And this is with guys, let alone with girls. Maybe actually being in a relationship with a female is something completely different from being turned on by the idea of them. Maybe my theory does not even apply. I wouldn't know. I have never been in a relationship with a female, or even had a serious crush on one that I actually see every day. (Although I'm not saying I never will.) It's all in my head. And I know from experience that the world in my head can be a lot different from the one that actually exists.
Hm. I almost wish this entry were less awkward so that I could make it public. I'll bet a lot of people can make a lot of good arguments about this.
Anyway, thought I should mention it.
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