Still haven't been doing much. Neither have Emma, Helen or Molly, so I've been getting together with them several times a week. Molly even came over here a few times. (Once for about ten hours.) Usually I hate having people over because our apartment is so small, my family's boring and there's no outside. But with Molly I don't really feel the need to be entertaining, so we just hung out and it was cool. Today we got together and watched both Bridget Jones's Diaries. I'm still kind of high off of Colin Firth. He's the epitomy of that quiet cute British thing. He has great eyes. Sigh. And when the other three people in the room are talking about how hot he is, it just makes him that much hotter. He actually reminds me of Adam a little two much. (Doesn't everything? Jeez.) Besides being very Mr. Darcy-ish, Adam kind of looks like Colin Firth.
Although he still looks a lot more like
(Wow Aidan, way to abuse HTML.)
Um... Yes. Anyway, I also found an excuse to talk to Julian. My mom taped the battle of the bands, and he asked me for a copy a while ago. So I tried to email it to him. We sent several emails back and forth and figured out that that wasn't working. So I burnt him a DVD and he came and picked it up. My emails got progressively more awkward. The last one read thus:
Yeah, I can burn a DVD. I don't know how I'm going to get it to you though. I suppose I could just drop it off at your house or something. Um... Yeah. Email me if that works. Or call - whatever.
I suppose I should also explain ahead of time that I don't really know how to burn DVDs on my computer, so after the actual performance part of the movie ends, there is a fish that swims around for a while.† It wouldn't let me take the fish out, because the DVD has to have some sort of menu.† So... Don't be freaked out by the random fish.
-Aidan
He called and offered to come pick it up. I waited in the parking lot. They pulled up. I tried desperately to suppress a grin as he got out of the car. It was like an automatic reaction - As soon as I saw him kind of unfold to his full height, my cheek muscles contracted without my brain telling them to. I felt giddy. He said "Hi." I said "Hi," and gave him the CD. He said, "I heard about the fish," and smiled a little. I said, "Yeah, it's wierd. It's only at the very end." I'm certain I sounded like a doofus. He said, "Well, bye." "Bye."
I smiled rather vacantly as I walked away and tried to think of another excuse I can use to talk to him later.
Wow I'm pathetic. Let's see... In less than three thousand characters...
[x] Infatuation with actor [x] Lingering preoccupation with ex-boyfriend [x] Hopeless crush on someone new and unattainable, with whom normal conversation is awkward.
Really, I might as well just go back to middle school. Sigh. I think it's because it's summer and I have little to do except sit around and be horny. Stupid hormones. I hate you.
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