Is that one word? I'm pretty sure it is.
I had a few good conversations with Julian today. I saw him more often that I ususally do, which is not that often. However, I realized that every time I saw him, I was with Dave. I am with Dave a whole lot. We hung out downtown today for a couple of hours. Other people were there too, but we stayed together for the whole time. I remember how Julian didn't know I went out with Adam until I mentioned something about breaking up. I remember him basically saying, "Hm. I need to get better at picking up on these things." I hang out with Dave more than I ever hung out with Adam. I wonder what conclusions Julian's drawing from that. I wonder what conclusions everyone's drawing from that, especially Dave.
You know, maybe I shouldn't worry about it this much. I like hanging out with him a lot. He is my best friend. I should just enjoy being around him because of that, and assume that he feels the same way. And if he doesn't feel the same way, what do I care? It's not like I have to feel guilty about it. It's his problem. And it's not like it's going to make things too awkward. I mean, it hasn't in the past. Really, it's nothing to stress out about. If he likes me, he likes me. If he doesn't, he doesn't. And I'll just... go on dating his close friends.
Yeah, who am I kidding? I'm a terrible person.
Anyway, downtown was fun. It was actually the most social I've been in months, in terms of the number of people I socialized with and how well I did at it. First Molly's sister drove Molly and Dave and I into town. Then we went to Starbucks. Then we went to the park and met up with Tom. Then the four of us went to Starbucks again. Then we went to the library and I took out some jazz CDs with Tom's library card. Then we met up with Greg, Ani, Jenn, Sam, and Katie from colorguard and went out for icecream. Then Molly left and Dave, Tom and I went back to the park. There we met up with Adam, Rob, Steph, Liz, and RJ. We hung out there for a while. Then I walked back to the library to get picked up. I'm not sure why there is so much moving around involved in hanging out downtown. But there is.
Tom drove today. Gr. He was twirling his keys around his fingers everywhere we went just so that everyone would see. Tom also knows a ridiculous number of people. So as we walked down the sidewalk, he would say, "I have a car, bitches!" to every third group of people or so we passed. Then Molly would say, "Watch your language!"
"Sorry."
"I don't want you to be sorry! I want you not to do it!"
"Well, in that case, I'm not really sorry," he would say, grinning. I'm surprised Molly even tries to get us to watch our language anymore. No one ever listens.
I'm sad that they took away the ads by google in the margin. After I wrote an entry, I always used to look to see what ads were related to it, and it amused me. Usually it was like, "Marching band fundraiser," but sometimes I got interesting ones.
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