...back to not doing my math homework.
I went to sleep at about one in the morning last night. As a result, I was really tired all day and felt kind of socially awkward. I'm pretty sure I acted like a doofus because I was so out of it. Anyway, really the only notable thing that happened today was band practice after school. We're screwed. Royally. We kicked Mike out because he's already in a battling band, (plus the fact that he was being annoying) so I guess Elijah is our bassist again. In the meantime, Dave and Julian are trying to play in time and in tune for "I will survive" (I think it's mostly Dave's fault) and, out of moderate desperation, we're thinking about adapting a song we played in concert band called "Tribal War Chant." Ugh. I really hope this turns out okay.
Anyway, things weren't too bad socially. We did a blues jam at the end, and that was cool. Julian and I played piano and Dave played bass. Besides the fact that I'm not exactly a pianist (and neither is he) it was a pretty good jam. Julian and I actually started on seperate pianos, but then he ran over to mine and said "move over" and sat next to me. Then I played the bottom half and he played the top half. I don't know whether that's something I should feel good about, or whether it just bothered him that his piano was out of tune.
You know, I'm still kind of worried that: 1. He might be gay 2. He might be too socially awkward to be interested in/comfortable with relationships. 3. He might dislike me, or at least be wierded out by me. 4. I'm being too shallow about this, I've had too many boyfriends, and if I date any more nerds, people might start writing "If your IQ is over 135, call Aidan O'Connor for a good time" on bathroom walls.
But I still occasionally entertain the thought of taking his glasses off and kissing him.
We started our sex ed unit in health. ...They really don't pull any punches. It's pretty uncomfortable. Hey, at least I'm not among my peers.
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