IT'S OVER in HUBBY

My hubby died a few weeks ago. It was a very difficult year so in a way it was a relief. Both my children and I spent the year taking care of him. Of course we are glad that we did. We did our best. He had caregivers just about around the clock. He was in the hospital when he died.
Now I have to move on. I am not sure what I will do. I am planning to go to Florida but not sure when. I thought I would drive but decided against it.
The past week I was in Toronto visiting our families there.
My grandson had his Bar Mitzvah a week after my hubby died. It was a difficult thing for me but I stuck it out.
Now I have to make calls and get things settled before I can leave for Florida.
Hope everyone is well. Maybe I will be here more often now.
Even though I always wanted to be alone to do whatever I wanted whenever. The reality is very different. I keep thinking about moving into a senior residence where I will be taken care of. Of course I am not rushing into anything.