Oh. Well I guess this changes some things... - 3/28/2005 in 2005 - 2007: High School

Hey Aidan, Now that we're on at least semi-good terms I figured I'd clear up a few things...(please don't be mad at me) First I guess you deserve the real reason we broke up. Essentially, I got depressed for a while in the winter, then you got depressed because I was depressed, then I was more depressed because you were depressed and so on and so forth...I thought severing my ties with you would help heal what I started, but it kinda backfired and has just left me tired cold and lonely (another story for another time) anyways, that's my sad story of sorts. Second, Nora. Ok this is a bit more complex than the first one...girl I met in chem class, started to flirt with me starting the rumor that we were going out..blah blah blah...she took me on what amounted to two pitty dates (they don't really even count as lunch) after she heard that I no longer had a girlfriend and then we broke up (if you can even consider it going out in the first place). If you could follow that, you're a much better reader than I. Third, this kinda goes with the first topic, and I figured you should be one of the first people to know. I was recently diagnosed with a form of clinical depression called SACDD (seasonally affective chronic depressive dissorder), in other words I get depressed in winter, possibly because of lack of sun or also possibly for other reasons, there isn't much known about it. However on the brighter side I'm evenutally going to go on anti-depressants which have a 98% sucess rate with SACDD which makes me happy ^^<--happy me. Anyways...thank you for reading my ramblings (if you got this far) and I'm really sorry still for what I must have put you through. Oh well (toast) to happier days ahead of us ^^ -Adam