Yesterday I got through my two classes. I didn’t eat lunch (eating is still hard) and I mostly sat at my desk hating the world for being too busy to entertain me when I’m supposed to be working. In 5th period, Ebihara had me grade a speaking test for a bit before it was time to go to Eikaiwa. Thank goodness for Eikaiwa. It saved me from a very dull day.
That having been said, Eikaiwa wasn’t hugely exciting. It wasn’t bad, though. That was good. Wow that was well written and evocative.
After that I went home, crawled into my futon, and watched streaming TV until it was time to eat dinner. Which I then ate while reading I Am a Cat, and then I went home. They made me a special desert because of Halloween, which is odd as Halloween isn’t for another two weeks. Still, I was thankful. Some kind of fruit ice cream, baked cheesecake with . . . I think dragon fruit jelly. And a matcha pastry desert . . . thing. It was tasty.
I think that I may have cavities. My teeth really hurt. A lot. I need to find a dentist in the area. The thing is, I don’t think that I’ve ever had cavities, so I don’t know quite what they feel like. I know that I get stress tooth aches from time to time. The last time I went to the dentist, I was prodded, but I didn’t want to pay for x-rays. The only time I may have had cavities was when I was at that SUPER crooked dentist who got busted for inventing fake cavities on the news. You can see how dull my life is when this is what I’ve got to say.
On the 15th-16th I had a dream involving Amber. A lot of it escapes me, but it’s worth recording. For whatever reason, she was naked, and we were lying around somewhere, and she kept basically shoving her crotch near my face which I ignored until she brought up that I was ignoring it. I had some reason for doing so. Possibly the obvious ones. Well, I think that eventually she’d maybe talked me into it, but before anything happened, I woke up. This was a rather odd dream.
I didn’t take any cough medicine today. Or, I think that I did, but not the codeine stuff. I’ll maybe take that around noon and then again at eight. I didn’t sleep as well as I’d hoped last night. Took a bit of a nap around seven or eight and then couldn’t sleep as easily as I’d thought even after codeine.
So, life is dull and I don’t feel much like writing, which is unfortunate, as I’m considering attempting National Writer’s Month.
I feel lonely. I suspect it’s because I’ve run out of things to do on my own.
I look forward to seeing Kat in December.
I’m out of things to say.