Words. Cut. Up. in Plan B
- Oct. 14, 2016, 10:51 p.m.
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Long evening. I came home with the idea of “going out” to what, it didn’t matter to where it didn’t matter. Just in town. Make it easy. Not really to drink but just to be “out”....it has been a long time. Well. Here I am listening to Psychedelic Furs and writing. For the good of all man kind I suppose. I really am too tired to go out. It was a long day. Every 12 hour day is a long hour day. When you deal with mental illness it is even longer. What ever the case may be.
Tomorrow is the full moon. Maybe that was it. I don’t know. But this creative NRG went thru me like snergy. I wanted to tag a wall or whatever. Instead I got my mags out and cut out words, pics, faces, phrases and what not. My goal is to make a decopauge of whatever on a base that holds 3 small candle holders for like tea candles. Start small I say. Have a mirror also with a nice frame. Nothing too overwhelming. I know I have it in me I just haven’t done it in years. I have got to do something. The gym is not my gig anymore tho it should be since I sit so much now but with that being said… I will come Jan. when prices dip a bit and I want to quit my second job and live a little. Just a little.
In the mean time get into some art. I never had the itch as I do now. I “see” things and with that and my sister Jan I know it won’t fail. She is awesome. Really. She is show room artist. I. am. just. starting. My Dad told me wayyyyyyyy back when to be a journalist. Thankfully I didn’t take him up on it. Now it is only the die hards who survive. Just like in any bizz. Everything was different back in the day. I depended on album sales. Now it’s how many hits on utube. Nothing beats the music I grew up with and no fights it because they know it’s true. You have Fleetwood Mac, Led Zeppelin, Skynrd, Motley Crue, AC/DC and on and on. Now we have this Rianna chick WTF is that shit. Beeoncie. No. I don’t do ghetto music. The old time rap yes. The stuff they have now. But I do like the Alabama Shakes and the new Noel Pointer. I fell in love with this man over 25 years ago. I met him in the Akron Public Library. His half naked body hugging a violin. I knew I had to listen to him and I did and fell in love. Seen him at Spatz Nightclub on a cold rainy night. Only white couple me and steven. I didn’t give a shit. He was that wonderful. I still listen to him. Music is very important part of who I am. I can go without my tv now that I got what I have on the phone. It might be worth thinking about. The only reason I watch tv is to escape work and it’s cast of characters it played in my day. There are some fucked up people out there. Watch tv and take a nap on my day off. My second job is waiting in the wings. When they start bitching that they want us to our phones 100% well we know. I can do PRN in the pharm. at another hospital. I am moving in that direction. In the mean time keep on what I plan on. Moving forward. Don’t look back. You loose 3 seconds. Peace In and Out. Mostly In…
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